Like the moon we borrow our light, I am nothing but a shadow in the night. 🌓

March 4, 2013
I was unpacking when I heard you walk in. I had on light pink lipstick that I found at the bottom of a box. You put a few things on the counter and handed me my car keys. I kissed you and asked if you could help me move the bed. You said you needed to talk. I keep replaying this over and over in my mind. I don’t think I’ll be able to unpack the rest of our boxes.

April 4, 2013
It’s been a month since you left.
Mark says you’re not coming back.
I can’t sleep.
Are you awake?

May 4, 2013
I finally went to the doctor like you had begged me to.
You were right and yeah, I’ll be fine.

June 4, 2013
I sold my engagement ring at a pawn shop today. I bought expensive lipstick and flowers. I also bought a lot of beer and a carton of cigarettes. I’ve lost a lot weight since you last saw me. My friends from high school that I haven’t seen in years hardly recognize me. It’s weird being back in this town without you. I spend most of my afternoons at the beach. I saw a sea turtle today while I was swimming. I miss eating breakfast food at midnight with you.

July 4, 2013
I stumbled across the video of you in the car singing Taylor Swift. I deleted it before it played all the way through but I have to admit it made me laugh. I can’t remember how your voice sounds saying my name. I broke down and called you. Thank you for not answering.

August 4, 2013
I dropped my cigarette in my lap when you drove past me today.

September 4, 1012
I went on a date.
He thinks Bud Light is “quality beer”.
It just isn’t going to work out.

October 4, 2013
It doesn’t hurt anymore to say your name.

November 4, 2013
Hope you’re doing well.

December 12, 2013
Thank you for setting me free.

— These short letters are straight from my notebook, unedited and carelessly written in extremely unattractive cursive. -d.a.h  (via jackieetran)

(via vltraxviolence)

carry-on-my-wayward-butt:

musik-box:

This is 100% what everyone does in their room when they are alone, and this girl filmed it. Bravo.

this is my favorite video in all of human history

(via jakeyy-jake)

Unless they paying your bills, pay them bitches no mind. 💁

I’d love to stay and party but I gotta go to work. 🍟🍔

Oh glazed eyes, empty hearts
Buying happy from shopping carts. 🌊

No, I’m not that type that you like, why don’t we just pretend? Lies. 💋

Fall in love with yourself, because someday you’re gonna be the only one you got. ❤️

Share my body and my mind with you, that’s all over now. 💉

I think I memorised your face, but then again who hasn’t. 💋

“There are two reasons why we don’t trust people. First - we don’t know them. Second - we know them.”
— (via forebidden)

(via vltraxviolence)

Love me even when my lies ain’t white, Light the fuse on the dynamite…I’m trouble. 💣

Like a broken dream, I was incomplete, But your love was never the missing key.🔐

Breath me in, like the summer nights, it’s only a mistake if we don’t survive…✌️

Kiss the boys and make ‘em Cry, don’t need your heart ‘cause I got mine. 💋